Prayer is important, and you don’t have to wait till things deteriorate before you go on your knees. I am worried about your prayer life. There’s more to life than male attention.
You rightly observed a pattern in your lineage although your mother tried to break the “Jinx” it is looking like she has failed or failing to overcome one would think this would make you more of a prayer woman but it is not the case here. I admonish you to seek God’s face on this hurdle. May God’s mercy speak for you. Amen